Today I don't.
Only that motherhood is really, really, hard.
And I feel like I should qualify that statement by reiterating my love for being a mom. And I feel like the fact that I went through infertility somehow means that I'm held to a higher standard with all of it - that I can't complain about the lack of sleep or the days of incessant crying or the guilt that I feel when I don't do it perfectly.
I'm less than perfect at this. And crazy as it sounds, I'm taking that realization really hard.